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I am a fraud

Created on 2005-10-10 17:50:50 (#8508338), last updated 2006-06-06

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Name:	me_number_3
Location:	New York, United States

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You should all know I'm a fraud.

I want help.
I don't want help.
I need help.
I don't need help.
I am perfectly fine.
I am a disaster.

I have 2 other journal accounts. One is just a simple account of what happened on said day, whether good or bad...but not too personal of course.

The second journal is one so I can look up dieting tips, fasting, restricitng, ana's are the best friends I could have. The best thinspiration. I need to be thin. I cannot gain weight. I am not ana but secretly...I wish I could be.

This is my third journal. I hope I use this more than the second one. I want help. I don't want any thinspiration. I want to be able to eat without binging. I want my stomach to not hurt, my throat to not burn. I want to not have to worry about getting caught in the shower. I want to be happy.

I'm sure this is too long for anyone to bother reading, I myself probably won't even bother to re-read it.

Bottom-line: I have problems with eating. I made this journal in order to join in on some of the communities I've been checking out. I would definitly like friends and support...as anyone would.

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binges, binging, bulimia, calories, diets, eating disorders, healthy eating, purges

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